C for Cookie

2009-09-23T11:00:00.006+08:00

Went to singapore during the weekend to attend my cousin's wedding. Honestly, i never meet this cousin of mine before. So this will be the first time i'll be seeing him. The trip this time is much better compared to last year's one. Got more time to walk around, see stuff, tho not as much as i wanted to.

Taking the bus is really time consuming. The bus left at 10.30am and we only managed to reach s'pore at around 5pm. Didn't really do much the first day. Visited the National Library Building nearby.

Call me jakun or whatever, but this library is really awesome. i don't mind sitting in there the whole day.
Note: photographs are all taken by my sister.

She takes the photographs, and even told me how to pose.

I'm not sure whether u can see it clearly. On the baby clothe it writes 'Shit happens' XDPool side wedding.

The bride and the groom coming in.Reading the wedding vow i think.The poolside wedding attracted the kids in the pool.

Girl A:"I want a poolside wedding next time."

Officially husband and wife. yay.

Not on the lips?

The photographer is especially proud of this picture she took above.

Before the dinner.

Not many pictures taken on the dinner. Cuz the camera died. I took the cable used to transfer the pics into the computer, thinking it was the charger instead of bringing the real battery charger. aargh.

2009-08-31T12:15:00.001+08:00

一路顺风啊.
相信我们很快又可以见面了.
明年新年? 希望吧.
:)

2009-08-28T18:28:00.003+08:00

teresa is doing math.

*****

okay it's a mistake. i didn't intend to update this blog using this plurk statement. i also just realised it. (explaination to MO :))

anyway, i know i've said it already and it's abit too late but i'm going to say it again.

a BIG thank you to those who celebrated my birthday last week.

the surprise u all planned did work.i didn't expected it to be a picnic style.

it's somewhere in kepong. parkcity? waterpark? citypark? kepong la in short.

but next time if u planning another surprise,please let me know dress code.

if i knew it'll in a park, i'd jsut wear t-shirt and jeans. i thought we'll go to some mall. ;P

i had a pretty good time at the park and souled-out. :)

okay can't write more. my mom is bugging me to let her see some blog.==ciaos. til the next time i have the mood to put some crap inside here.

back to chemistry.

2009-07-24T14:37:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i think i get too comfortable with life that i tend to forget how blessed i am actually.
Was talking to this person on the bus.
We met occasionally on the bus stop.
So happened that i met him today.
We talked the usual stuff la - studies.
But then somehow it moved on into the personal life.
I don't know bout him but i find it personal.
But since he don't mind sharing, i don't mind listening.
Listening to him really taught me how i should be grateful.
Problems like doesn't like going back home..Conflicts and problems with parent to a point where dislike comes in..and the list goes on.
I'd rather my parents calling me asking where i am and telling me to come back asap rather than not bothered about my whereabouts.
There's not much advice i can tell him cuz it would be hard to put myself in his situation.
The picture i had in mind is probably just a small part of what he's facing.
I actually felt sad for him.
He left saying :
I told God i can't stand this anymore.
Which left me pondering.
There's stuff i wanted to tell him but time wouldn't allow.
But if i had that extra minute i'll tell him
pray more.
It doesn't matter how weird it feels after not praying for a long time.
Because He's always there for u.

2009-07-17T16:30:00.004+08:00

Finally finally finally!
I've been craving for it for months.
I've been tempted to buy a packet of it when i was at the pasar malam and hide in my room and enjoy it.
And of course being so giam siap i didn't buy it. cuz i know my parents will buy it. it's just the matter of time. so why not wait.
Last week finally the durians arrived.
Although it's not really good ones but it's good enough to satisfied my desires.

And i caught this funneh picture. no connection with the durian. just putting it up for fun.

I was reading when i came across this.

-Our personal faults are too much small to scan. This makes it easier to criticize the faults of other which seem double size-

Somewhat true.

2009-06-22T16:54:00.007+08:00

I started this only on sat morning. Having no idea on where to start on, i used the fastest way, google. But had a hard time to settle on what to make. It's either too simple or too complicated or it-looked-simple-but-too-bad-i-dont-have-the-source. After searching high and low, i managed to get some ideas. Started on work immediately. Think i watched 1 episode of prison break b4 starting. hehe. neway, that doesn't matter.

I proudly present to u:

The product after one hour.

As a celebration, went to klang to have BKT.

That's me on the wheel. Speeding at 120km/h. But poor atos not that canggih. 120km/h already shaky. Felt like the car might fall apart.

Sizzling babi. FAT babi.

Babi eating babi. wahahaha.

The 'teh' of the bak kut TEH.

1 small bowl cost 2 bucks. kena conned la.

Character of the day:

umbrella man.
man in tie.
blablablabla.

i admit i'm putting more pictures and words are getting less and less.

writing is always not my forte la.

2009-06-11T11:02:00.010+08:00

Almost 3/4 of the holidays is gone.
1 of the day i actually went to pulau ketam.

The place that made it to the headline of the newspaper recently.

I went there a day before someone was killed there.

It was dad's idea to go there.

Actually i thought it was a day trip.
But on that day itself only i knew that it was some company function.

So holidays mar, just follow la.

For people like tienmie who doesn't know where is pulau ketam, it's near klang.

They only have bicycles there. no other vehicles. Fyi, they don't have flushing system there. So your 'stuff' will end up on the mud below and when the tide rises it washes it off. The same thing goes on everyday. eww.

So we got there and walked walked walked until we reached this primary school.

Something that reminded me about my primary school days. Where you have all sorts of pertandingan. Pertandingan bina ayat, pertandingan tulis karangan..
One of the kid's karangan. "Saya suka makan KFC, minum Coka-Cola" :D

Trying to be artistic here. hehe.

Another thing that reminded me of my primary school days. The round duster on the left.

I didn't go there to visit the primary school. The main thing is this teochew food festival.

All kind of weird food.

How many ducks are killed for this?

char kueh gao.Beer anyone?

My ear are in torture because this huge black thing is right in front of my table.

And they have those uncles and aunties singing karaoke somemore.

More torture.

Full force amplifiers blasting into my ears.

2009-06-01T13:06:00.003+08:00

Last sat i made sure i'm free to go for tuition ministry cuz my sister planned to have a party for the kids.

Hoho. Got nice food. Yeah i consider kfc as 'nice' food. It gets nicer because it's free. hoho.

I get to sapu the food cuz those kids don't eat much. Another advantage. haha. Let's not mention about calories here. xD

After makan since there's not enough time to teach and too much time to just sit and do nothing, we played some game to kill time. They played bingo and hangman. That's Naomi doing the hangman at the board. The word she chose is 'princess'. This is so 'naomi'.

So as usual after activities in church, we'll detour to the tong sui stall at sek.17.

As we were deciding which one to eat, i noticed some really 'interesting' tong sui.

So being the adventurous me, i decided to give it a try despite the warning from my sister.

I know from the look it failed to impress me but no harm giving a try. Where else can u find this kind of thing?

If you're still wondering what on earth are those..Those orangy stuff is actually orange pulp.

So i happily tried it and ....... it taste BAD. I was wrong to have that thought it might turn out good. So wrong. So diluted and no taste somemore. Taste like drinking hot water and eating soaked orange pulp. Blehhhh.

But i give face aunty, i finished 3/4 of it.

I think i'll stick with bubur chacha next time i go there.

2009-05-26T13:26:00.003+08:00

To continue on with the sesame street thing, guess what i've got for myself.

You all must be wondering what's with me and sesame street.

I didn't know elmo got 4 fingers though.
Exam's tmr. Wish me luck :)

2009-05-20T16:02:00.004+08:00

nope i'm NOT EMO.

this pic i think i took it from deviantart some time ago.

i'm going to turn this place into a sesame street place. hoho.

gah need to study soon. i need to constantly nag myself to study study study. *slap slap*

2009-05-12T15:41:00.005+08:00

Yeap something about mother's day. Nothing much, just a card i made. Forgot since when i actually started doing all these things. So during these special days in the year i'll normally make a card. I don't give presents so i guess a card is the simplest thing to give eh. Not trying to blow my own trumpet but people said the card i made quite nice. haha try asking the people who received my card before la. You can ask my mum. hahaha.

Dang dang. Kla this doesn't look very nice cuz i have limited resources.

For me,i prefer to draw than write la. Because it occupy space mar. haha. that's not the main reason la. basically i think it speaks better than words la. Sorry if the whacky cartoon looked a lil messy. Told u, i have limited resources. I don't even have a proper pen. Colour pencils also some missing.

That's after i put in the words. haha. For those who understand what i draw, very good. For those who don't understand what i draw, just pretend that u understand. haha. Most importantly is that i understand.

Just some other random pictures taken during the mother's day celebration in my church.

Me and pui pui. My hand was there cuz i wanted to make her laugh. Before i put my hand down, the camera snapped this pic. Fuiyoh she wear dress and wear ballet flats that day. Scare me a lil when i saw her. Never see her dress up so 'lady' before. Fyi, she can be quite abusive. haha. She got a dog called ruby. and also a rabbit called benny. Btw, why am i telling u this??

Btw, that guy on the right side is daniel. Pui pui's brother. He looked very sweaty in the pic. The person in the middle....aiya, not important la. HAHA. XD (no offence yea momo :D)

2009-05-08T15:47:00.002+08:00

Obviously enough, i did something to the blog skin. Didn't intend to change it ever since the last time i changed it. Actually it's not even me who changed it last time, it's wanning. haha. But i changed it myself this time. *bangga-nya* Was flipping through blogskin on the net and accidentally bumped into this cookie monster skin and couldn't resist it. The changing was actually not that hard, just that html codes really can kill sometimes. Think i took about an hour to fixed it. yikes. Hey but at least i learn something mar rite.

Had a gory day yesterday. I bet everyone that got a blog will blog about this. It's the d.i.s.s.e.c.t.i.o.n.
All the belas kasihan, kasih sayang your moral teacher taught you, all the definisi of belas kasihan, kasih sayang, you can thrash it aside. You cannot have compassion. Once the teacher starts the demo, all cameras, all handphones, all suddenly appear. Someone even brought a D-SLR. *ka-cha ka-cha flash ka-cha ka-cha* Everyone with a phone or camera with them start snapping picture while the teacher happily dissect the rat.

I shall save the details or even pictures here la. Before someone say i'm being evil.
I have to.

Papaya

2009-04-30T08:25:00.002+08:00

I'm having a feast. A papaya feast.

This is what i found in my kitchen last sunday evening. Been papaya-ing the whole week. I'm so papaya now.

2009-04-27T18:31:00.003+08:00

I revived my plurk. hoho. After michy asking why i MIA from plurk. Might kill it any moment. Depends. I killed it once, so it won't be surprising it i kill it again.

2009-04-22T16:34:00.009+08:00

Was pretty busy last weekend, mainly because of this:

On the way to the convo, it started with me doing retarded faces behind my sister while she camwhore. Ended up both of us making retarded cum childish faces. This picture looked the best la. (or can say the most normal one la xP) noticed that purply pinky top she wearing in the pic below? i tell you, it was bought the night before. super super last minute. went to parkson and i think she tried about 10 tops before decided which one to buy. i finally understand how boyfriend felt when going out shopping with girlfriend.
The must asked question:" which one nicer? this one or that one?"
"Err...i think this one la.."
"Huh? really?? but i think that one looked nicer.."
"Then you buy that one laa.."
"Ei, first you say this one now you say that one, are you simply answering me?!"
".................."

i feel like i'm the boyfriend.

阳光指数: 爆灯!!

伤心的人看到的话应该会变得很开心吧. 呵呵呵

.....

抱歉, 又来讲些没深度的话.

(你讲的话有深度过meh???)

Taking picture with harry potter.

Seriously, the convo is quite boring. i sat there for almost 3 hours just to witnessed the '10 seconds glory'. How say 10 seconds glory?

3.5 seconds: Shake hand with this guai lou #1.

Another 3.5 seconds: Shake hand with guai lou #2.

Remaining 3 seconds is used to walk.

Congrats to momo!

and also to myself for updating the blog. got mood mar today

2009-04-10T18:00:00.001+08:00

For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Blue alike

2009-04-05T16:40:00.004+08:00

Thanks to somebody, who said i looked like somebody in this picture.

but out of all people, WHY 卢广仲? WHY this person?? But after seeing this picture, i can only say..

now i see the resemblance. xD

but not the hair okay.

Eat me

2009-03-29T18:04:00.001+08:00

I feel so sinful
so sinful
so sinful
so sinful

everytime i go online.

Chocolate chip

2009-03-23T14:12:00.005+08:00

Baking session went quite smoothly yesterday. Basically, things became kinda chaotic in the kitchen. When we need that particular something, we couldn't find it. Then when everything end, then we realised that something is just right under our nose.

"Where is the plastic bag?"
"Where is the sieve??"
"Omg, WHERE ON EARTH IS IT?"
"Eh, how come that bowl is here? I was looking for it just now!"
"Har, where did you found the chocolate chips? how come i don't see it in the fridge???"
"Aiya, wrong step already la, shouldn't pour in flour first."

We totally had no experience baking on our own, merely following the steps from the internet. Thankfully the chocolate cupcakes turn out okay, look okay, taste also........ okay lah. hahaha. To me, i'm satisfied. We just wanted to have some fun and yes, we did.

yummmmm..

wah, smells goooooooooooooood..

products of the day. there's more of course.

thankyouaarontan

2009-03-20T12:27:00.002+08:00

001. Real name → Teresa
002. Nickname(s)→ T (wanning), doraemon (aaron), ah sa/sasa/傻
003. Zodiac sign → virgo
005. Male or female → female
006. Elementary → yew yee
007. Middle School →puay chai (used to lied that i'm from chen moh)
008. High School → Catholic High School
009. College School → still CHS
010. Hair color → black
011. Long or short → not long not short
012. Loud or Quiet → quiet (HAHA)
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
014. Phone or Camera → phone
015. Health freak → not really. i sapu everything.
016. Drink or Smoke? → nah
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → alot of times (HAHA)
055. Waiting for → my hong kong drama to start at 2.30

FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ if i can afford
059. Want to get married? → if i find someone who wants to marry me
060. Careers in mind → zookeeper

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes (please la, why would i look at the lips?? see nice to kiss onot ar. xD )
070. Shorter or taller? → taller la of course
072. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → arms
074. Sensitive or loud→ sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → ....
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant (if i really need to choose)

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → no
081. Ran away from home → no (i love my home)
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → to defense against my sister who kacau me when i'm cutting something.
083. Killed somebody → no
084. Broken someone's heart → dunno
085. Been arrested → at the bilik disiplin once (not like wanning.haha so many times)
087. Cried when someone died → nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → think so
090. Miracles → errrr, sometimes
091. Love at first sight → nah (u thought acting in movie merh)
092. Heaven → yesh
093. Santa Claus → when pigs fly
094 Tooth Fairy→ when elephants fly as well
095. Kiss on the first date→ no (where can?)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → the trios
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → i'm contented
099. Do you believe in God → yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

Why did i do this?

呵呵

2009-03-16T21:40:00.002+08:00

今天考完MUET speaking 后真的有一种很想死的感觉. 真的全程都在乱掰. 而且觉得自己很奇怪, 明明选好了, 可是看到别人选另一个, 也跟着别人. 其实也不会很难, 就不知自己搞虾米, 都是硬着头皮撑下去. Mr. william 在之后讲出我们的缺点时, 真的就突然被点醒, 怎么刚刚都没想到这些?? 哎, 越想就越懊悔啊. 算了算了算了, 过了就算了. 总之, 要我这样子讲英文舌头肯定打结. 幸好L有事要先离开, 不然应该会死得更惨.

Why oh why

2009-03-05T15:54:00.003+08:00

I feel so horrible right now. I feel really tired and i just want to take my nap now. But the house next next to my house is undergoing renovation. *drill drill drill bang bang bang knock knock knock* it's so irritating. See, now i couldn't sleep.

Well, i tried cendol with baked beans inside today. To be more precise, 2 biji of baked beans. This is my first time trying it and i tell you, it would be the last time. I wonder what went wrong with the fella's mind to choose to use baked beans instead of the normal red beans. The taste is really weird. The taste of the whole pack of cendol was 'contaminated' by the 2 biji of baked beans. When i look at the packet of cendol with the 2 biji of baked beans sinking underneath, i have to say it disgusted me a little. Baked beans are definitely not meant to go along with cendol. Failure.

Why

2009-02-27T15:24:00.003+08:00

Since the start of this year, i didn't really write much stuff here.

Not that i don't want to, but
1. I'm using my sister's laptop to go online.
2. The laptop is in her room, so the chances of me getting to touch the laptop get so much lesser.
3. Whenever i go online, i usually read people's blog rather than writing blog post.

Yea, so basically this is why you rarely see updates here. Nevertheless, i'm still trying to keep this place alive. Haha. I think no one really visit here. It's so boring here xD

To females,
when u take the bus, do sit properly, you never know what the person opposite you can see.

Dreams

2009-02-22T18:46:00.001+08:00

Maybe someday i'll find you selling swimming rings by the shores of the States and you can find me bathing elephants in the zoo.

Splash

2009-02-09T20:35:00.002+08:00

My hometown has been raining really heavily. When i last went back during chinese new year, water overflowed from the drain, poodles of water everywhere.
Apparently u couldn't really defferentiate whether it's the raod or the drain beneath the water since everywhere is covered with water. Even after i came back to PJ, the rain continue, the water level keep rising. Flooding man.

I never thought how serious the flood became til my mum told me that my aunt actually bought a boat for my grandparents. A BOAT. Omg. Having the image of my grandparents rowing the boat whenever they need to get out just gets way too funny. Haha.

Let's just hope the flood will end soon.

Peanut Butter Jelly time

2009-01-20T16:07:00.002+08:00

Everytime i thought i did quite good, it turn out bad.
Everytime i thought i did bad, it turn out good.

What is this man.

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Few days back when me and mum and sister went to Marco's Pizza, the waiter lead us to the same exact table me and my pals went last time. Deja vu!

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Since i can't beat the sleepiness, i decide to sleep earlier and wake up earlier

like

4.30am.

Walk

2009-01-16T20:48:00.003+08:00

I ran for the first 100 meter, pain striked at my right abdomen. I slowed down. Then i start running again, pain striked at my left abdomen. Why is this so?

I never really exercise.

I ate lunch before i run.

The first has a higher possible reason.

Surprise

2008-12-31T11:24:00.002+08:00

It's hours ago before the brand new year comes in. 2008's been pretty awesome for me. really.

January

GLO!! Having the whole month stuck in the small taiping town has brought loads and loads of memories. I just have to say that....time flies. sigh.

February

What else, chinese new year lah. I didn't really get to enjoy this year's CNY due to some after-glo-syndrome. I thought i won't be going back for CNY next year, but good news! I'm going back, dad changed his mind last minute, dunno why lah. Yesh, got nice food. Hehe, time to get fatter. I don't care. Looking forward to it.

March

Grade 8 theory exam. Despite the fact that i didn't attend any classes in january and was rushing doing all the past year papers weeks before exam, i still pass! This means no more piano classes from that day onwards.

April

I finally can drive! As mum said, when your children gets to drive, means you're getting old. Now i got less headache on transportation. Hehe.

May

Packed up your bag, put on your uniform, form 6 officially starts. The honeymoon lower 6 ended so fast. sigh. Sometimes i love it, sometimes i hate it. Anyway, time to face it and work hard next year. But play harder. Haha. Hope i can survive through the stressful year. Yes, i must prove that form 6 ain't that sucky.

June

The month momo hit off to the states. No one to fight for the car with me. I can have giffi all by my own. Haha.

August

Birthday month. It's good to be able to celebrate with a bunch of highschool mates. They're funny as usual. I was really touched of them having the thought to take the effort to celebrate. Make me so pai seh. Thanks guys for giving me a memorable one.

September

I'm in the church christmas choir. It's part of my wishlist for this year. Although the practices may take quite an amount of time, but it's all worth it. It's been fun to be able to be part of the team. Not forgetting the experience of performing and getting myself on stage.

October

I'm starting to let go, no point holding on. I knew this would happen, it's only the matter of time.

Now my phone credit doesn't used up that fast. haha. Forgive me if you don't understand what i'm talking here.

November

The not-so-holiday month. Everything's been cramp into it. But the most important is of course my baptism. After contemplating for long, at the very last minute i putted in my name. This marked a new start for me.

December

YF camp!

There might be some flaws but overall it went great. The feeling's great seeing or hearing people said how they enjoyed the camp. It's the time of bonding and all as well. Got a chance to see the other side of diana and lucy inside room 1. Gila people. It used to be us being the small kids inside the group, but now it's time for us to take up responsibility to lead.

There is it, anything missing?

Yes, July is missing. Cuz i couldn't think of anything special to write. Haha, i guess i was busy with school at that time.

Anyway, next week school will be starting. I feel excited!

Happy 2009.

Merry christmas

2008-12-25T22:28:00.003+08:00

You know, i actually missed the times i write my diary. Ever since i started this blog thing, my blue diary has been abandoned under the piles of book. When i opened it recently, i only realised i only wrote diary once in october, once in november and maybe once or twice in december. When i flipped back and read through, it always brings back memories. Outings, celebrations, vacations, or even a plain boring day. All 2 years of memories all contained inside. The pages are running out and it's time to start a new one. I just felt that perhaps i should spend more time writing and jotting down stuffs that happened in life. Feelings or emotions. Unlike in bloggging, sometimes i would stare at the screen for minutes, writing and deleting, looking through and wonder..and end up deleting what i've wrote.

I just think that i want to spend more time on my diary, pick up that habit again. A place where i just need a pen and i can just scribble, write nonscene, a place to let out frustration. Yea so, i most probably won't blog that often that i used to. Maybe once a month, once a year. Haha, i don't know, but i'll still check on this blog once in awhile so of course you can still drop a message here. Haha what a lousy blogger i am.

Anyway, blessed christmas :D

Tomatoes

2008-12-18T18:21:00.003+08:00

What is the worst thing that can happen when you are halfway taking your nap?

That's when someone abruptly wake you up to go out to buy tomatoes.

-.-''

That's what happened to me this afternoon.

I was happily taking my nap, then suddenly my sister came and woke me up. Of course i said " Go away la.." and trying to continue with my nap.

"Go walk out with me to buy tomatoes, can exercise somemore"

WTH. TOMATOES? U wake me up just so i can teman you to buy t.o.m.a.t.o.e.s.?

After my sister pestered me for like a few minutes, finally i gave in. Like always, she wins. Since i'm half awake so no point sleeping back.

But still my point is...when i'm sleeping, don't simply wake me up lah.

p.s momo, i'm not complaining here k.

The part II

2008-12-04T13:54:00.012+08:00

It's nice to get to wake up whenever i want, without worrying i'll be late. It's really nice when i don't have to use the alarm to wake me up. And yea, as i promised myself, here's the part II.

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GATHERING AT NZX

Before wan ning fly off to Japan for her holidays, me, ying yen, chun yan and wan ning decided to meet up. NZX (Stands for nui zhe xui, if translate it, it becomes 'cow car water' which simply doesn't make sense.) was all chun yan's idea.

Ying yen's car was running low on petrol, so we went to mobil before we went for dinner and that is where we witnessed a horrifying yet funny scene. As ying yen prepared to park to car, on our left side, this Myvi started moving forward, but the thing is--the hose that you used to pump petrol (i don't know what you called that, so i'll call it the black hose) is still attached to the car! So the car keep moving, and the hose was keep being pulled until it snapped! And there was this poor lady running behind the Myvi to stop that car. And another mobil worker running behind the lady as well. Thank goodness they manage to get to the car and stopped it. Fortunately there wasn't any cars there except ours. Even fortunately there the petrol wasn't pumped out that time. If not, just imagine, the petrol spraying everywhere when the hose snapped.

Of course, we quickly drove off. For a second, we thougtht there might be an explosion. After all the laughing at the scene at the petrol station and all the jam at the LDP highway, finally we got ourselves to NZX. That place is something like a mall. Maybe a mini one. And in there, we went to this restaurant :

Fullhouse. It's a pretty nice and comfy place.

Nice from the outside. Quite cute rite, with all the white mini fence.

Nice in the inside as well. Simple and nice.

When dory fish meet with chicken chop and fish & chips.

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MUACHI MAKING

Saw this on the paper months ago, bought the stuffs needed, but always didn't get a chance to try it out. I almost forgot about it then one day, sis mentioned about it, and the next minute, we're already preparing to do it.

Stuffs which are needed:

Tepung pulut, crushed peanuts, sugar, water, few drops of oil.

That's it i think.

Pounding and crushing the peanuts.

Steaming the tepung.

And it'll turn out like that when it's ready.

After everything's ready, cut the steamed tepung, mixed it with the nuts.

Doesn't looked very good lar, but still edible.

Then, what else? Eat lar!

My november part I

2008-11-30T17:52:00.007+08:00

Ok some updates. Novemeber seems to be a busy month for me. Let me just do a run through.

CHEMISTRY EXTRA CLASS

Sigh, although holidays started but we still have to go back to school for chemistry extra lesson. Chem teacher been catching up the lessons like crazy, even the 1 minute used to clean the whiteboard, she won't waste it, she continue talking. As she always said "Everyday is a working day".Sitting for 2 hour 30 mins of chemistry is certainly not fun. Maybe for the first 1 and a half hour i might be still awake and concentrating but as the next 1 hour comes along i sure get restless. Every 2 minutes that passed seems extra extra long. And i guess i already half forgot what she taught by now. Revision needed xp

BIOLOGY PROJECT

Yea, thanks to that project, i've been sucking in much ethyl acetate and formalin, playing with soil, digging a hole in the middle of the padang and trying to catch butterflies and bees in the science garden under the big hot sun. Tomorrow still need to go to school to do the soil thing. pfffft. Ok don't complain.

VBS

Aloha babeh. Yes i volunteered as a helper in the junior class. Not really teaching the kids but more helping giving out stuffs, collecting them back and CONTROLLING the kids. Mingling around with kids make me a kid as well.

That's the class that i'm helping in.

One of the kid called me aunty. Although i still smile at the kid, but that instant i feel so geram. Do i looked that old?? Call me che che, not aunty lar. Nevertheless, the kids are still very adorable.

Especially HIM. Meet Ryan ;)

Can you spot me? haha. Clue: definitely not the first 3 rows.

p.s hope i'll update my part II soon.

Buzy

2008-11-21T18:03:00.003+08:00

Goodness me, this week has been so packed!

Just like yesterday, i woke up at 5.30pm and i only managed to reached home around 7pm. So tired that i skipped choir practice.*shh*

Still got a long day to go tomorrow. But i still have 2 major events coming up in december--YF camp 08 and christmas choir. Hey my holidays just started but seems like i'm getting busier.

XD

Untitled

2008-11-17T20:57:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry that i did not give you much responses. But i guess it had already become a part of me. Expressing myself had always been a problem for me. Maybe i did not get myself used to do this and now there's this wall building up. Looked cold on the outside, but inside i do care, but funny enough i still do not have the guts to say that i care. "What's so hard?" There's no answer, it's just hard.

This can't go on forever, a change is needed. But how long will it take? Am i ready to open myself up or do i feel reluctant.

Feel like deleting what i'd wrote. But since it's written, i'll just post it.

Feel disturbed now, can't write much.

Baptised

2008-11-11T15:44:00.002+08:00

To be honest, i was ubber dupper nervous, for some reasons.

I couldn't hear what's happening outside.

And i forgot to do the most important thing.

I totally forgot to hold my breath.

Before i knew it, i was down in the water.

The seconds inside the water seems unusually long. When i got up, got choked. *coughcough*

That day marked another important day in this year. Somehow, i think that there are many memorable events that happened this year. Perhaps i should do a review at the end of the year.

Ephesians 5:1-2
Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.

A very good reminder indeed.

I'm baptised!

Cheap skate

2008-10-31T22:06:00.004+08:00

~*~Tagged by Diana~*~

1. Your handphone model?

Samsung SGH-C160. Cheap skate phone.

2. a picture of it?

3. How many times did you handphone get tortured by you?

A few falls and trips and no massive damage.yet.

4. which part of your handphone you hate the most and why?

Like i said, it's a cheap skate phone. So the phone is basically for me to call people and sms people.

That's all.

5. Like the most and why?

It's a cheap skate phone! So whenever i dropped it i don't really feel the 'ouch'.

6. If you're given a chance to change your handphone colour, what would it be?

Er..white? Maybe it'll look more high class in white.

7. What icon do you like the most?

Icon? There's not many seriously. And the phone only have 1 wallpaper.sad sad sad.

8. What else to change to become a perfect handphone?

Every single teeny weeny bits and parts that's in the phone.

9. You need a handphone because?

When cute guys ask for my number i can give them.

Alright, just joking.

10. Who bought this phone for you?

My dad. Cuz i went to GLO early this year so he bought this phone so we can keep in touch.

11. With the total amount of your handphone price, what could you buy other than phones?

200 chicken burgers in my school canteen.

12. Is your handphone model popular in the market?

So far i only seen 1 person who got the same phone as me. So do you think it's popular?

Not.

13. Describe yourself as a smart handphone user?

When calling people's house phone, use my house phone.

When calling people with 016 or 019 number, use dad's phone.

When calling people with 012 or 017, use mom's phone.

When calling people who's in my Activ 10 list, then only i use my phone.

14. How often do you charge your handphone?

When the cheap skate phone punya screen start to blink every 10minutes, saying "Battery LOW Battery LOW"

15. Estimate how long can your handphone survive?

Maybe another 1 or 2 years la. I don't want it to follow me for too long.

I want to change.

16. Actually,are you interested in handphones?

Not really. Handphone is meant for me to call and sms. That's it.

Having a walkman music player in it would be a plus point but that's not necessary.

17. Are you happy with your handphone condition now?

NO.

It doesn't have games. not even SNAKES.

It can only store around 110 sms only.

It only have 1 wallpaper.

Sometimes it will shut off automatically.

It looks like a toy.

18. Every morning, what is the first thing you do with your handphone?

Press the 'snooze' button.

19. Imagine someone takes you handphone away for one day, what would happen?

I'll tell that someone: "har? cheap skate phone you also want??"

20. No handphone no life. Agree or bullshit? Explain.

Chicken shit.

My life is not in control of my cheap skate phone.

21. Tag six sexy handphone users.

shien yin

aaron

seou yuen

shu qin

hannah

~*~

Anticipating

2008-10-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

So this is it. I finally made my decision.

I had my baptism class. And had the interview.

Been thinking about this for quite some time. Actually started thinking eversince i came back from GLO. On and off.

2nd november marks the date. Anyone coming? ;)

Oh well

2008-10-27T20:25:00.002+08:00

A couple of days before, cy had been talking about this email yy send us. Due to the nothing-to-do-ness, i went through my inbox and found that mail.

The title and the rest go like this:

'Men are hard to please.'

The problems with guys:

If you treat him nicely, he say you're in love with him.
If you don't, he says you're proud.

If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn.
If you keep quiet, he says you have no brains.

If you tell him your problems, he says you're troublesome.
If you don't, he says you're selfish.

If you scold him, you're like a nanny to him.
If he scolds you, it's because he cares for you.

If you do well in your exams, he says it's luck.
If he does well, it's brains.

If you dress nicely, he says you're trying to lure him.
If you don't, he says you're from kampung.

If you're smarter than him, then he'll lose face.
If he's smarter than you, he is great.

If you break your promise, you cannot be trusted.
If he breaks his, he is forced to do so.

No comment. haha.

When she was standard 1

2008-10-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

She remembered back into standard 1, only she and rita got the bina ayat correct. Only because no one else know what does 'meragut' means but rita. And that girl beside rita also got it correct because she copied. So her copycat skills were first developed when she was 7.

And how silly was she to sneak out of the classroom in the middle of bm exam just to tell alexander who walked out to the toilet the answer for the kata bilangan question which is quite hard. She knows the answer and thought that she should tell others in case they don't know the answer. Wonder if alexander really got that question correct after she kindly offered the answer to him.

When it's time to select the class monitor and assistant monitor, she sits up with the best posture-back straight, both hands on lap, and looked into the teacher's eyes, telling:"Pick me, choose me" Somehow it works, she became the assistant monitor and she gets to wear the light blue badge. The once and only year that she gets the chance to be the monitor throughtout these years.

When the teacher wasn't in class, she and the class monitor walked round and round the classroom catching every single person who talks, speaks, whispers and put their name on the blackboard. And thanks to us, they were canned when the teacher got back. A good example of a monitor exploiting her power.

And there is this guy who pee-ed during cikgu kuma's lesson. He was too scared to tell the teacher that he needs to answer the call of nature. Guess he can't control it any longer and end up wetting his pants. haha.

She was second in class for 4 consecutive semesters. She used to be proud with that silver trophy she got during year end prize giving ceremony. She doesn't know where she kept that not-so-silver trophy now.

Her class was 1J,groundfloor, just right beside the toilet.

Couldn't believe that i actually remembered all these that happened during my standard 1. What amuses me is that i actually remembered some of the names of my classmates and teachers.

Ramblings

2008-10-21T21:36:00.003+08:00

Finally it come to an end.

So how was it? Uhhh...bad bad bad...

Chemistry- *shakes head*
Pengajian Am- How on earth do i expect them to ask about space exploration?!As if i know a single thing about the advantages it brings. Of course i crapped through the essay, hoping my points will be convincing enough to deceive the teacher, which i don't possibly think will happen.sigh.
MUET- mr.william will laugh at my essays.
Math- The killer.
Biology- *bangs head to the wall*

I'm not sure whether the papers are getting harder or i'm losing focus that's why i felt that it's hard. What happened to me? My brain don't seem to work. All the stuff that i memorised seem to disappear at the moment i needed them most. And the thing is, i don't seem to care. Not good not good.

Anyway, it's over. Whee.

Random

2008-10-17T17:22:00.004+08:00

Been thinking quite alot these days.

I may be halfway through my homework and suddenly i would questioned myself.
"Why am i doing this? Did i made the right decision?"

Sometimes i like it but sometimes i doubt it. Sometimes i just feel like throwing away chemistry, biology or math and just..and just..well, i don't know.

I fairly remember the time when i decided to go for form6. After the decision was made, it's such a great relief. The feeling i can't really describe. The strong feeling that's telling me this is it, this will be the right decision. Decision made, internal struggle gone. But this didn't stay long, now the struggle is back. Not a strong one but it still pinches me here and then. Is this really for me? or i'm choosing it just for the sake of choosing.

Choosing form6 is my own decision, i have my own reasons for choosing it and i know i shouldn't regret it. I'm almost halfway thorugh it and i'll just hang on to it.

Crawling

2008-10-07T16:14:00.003+08:00

That's the thing of not having streamyx, wireless or whatever you call it.

I can't watch youtube.

Wait, i can, only that it takes AGES to load the whole thing.
A 4 minutes song took me almost 1hour to load it.
ARGH!!!

Been such a worrier lately.
Getting worried over unnecessary stuff.
Getting moody.
Maybe it's because of the coming exams.
It happens all the time.
I need to find back the peace in my heart.

Double exhaustion

2008-10-03T23:45:00.002+08:00

I heard my mom calling, i opened my eyes and the first thing that run through my mind "i'm L-A-T-E!!". I have no time to time to condemn myself, quickly changed, grabbed my breakfast and hopped onto the car.

Thank goodness i'm not late.

Went to SPCA with fellow guides in my school. Although i just came back from cameron the day before, despite all the tiredness i still decided to go. All because i WANTED to go. Only the 5 of us (ziwei, kaheng, yenfern, weilin,me) turned up, out of the 20 we estimated. Nevertheless, we made our way to SPCA. Once we stepped down from the car, the not-very-pleasant smell of SPCA and the barking of dogs warmly welcomed us. THE SMELL. We thought that we'll going to mess around with cats and dogs. But how wrong. This man just led us into this room, fulled with stuff and asked us to arranged them nicely. Toys, CDs, books, clothes, spongebob, whatever you named it lah. And boy, the ventilation inside that room was surely not good. After a moment, our nose started to get itchy. The cleaning up took us awhile, we did the best we could. Then later on, we even tried feeding the dogs. More like opened the cage door and throw the bowl inside kind of feeding. With the amount of food they need for these dogs and cats per meal, i wonder how SPCA find funds to feed them. After all these, we left that place covered with sweat, dust, dog smell, cat smell, dog and cat's poo smell.

While we walked along the road, we saw this signboard showing 'KLCC'. Then someone popped out with this KLCC idea. And these girls were not joking man. We really find our way from ampang to KLCC. We spent most of our time in the BIG playground near klcc. Although we were 18, we played and took pics as if we were still 8. But seriously, this is the first time i stepped my foot into that park. Inside the mall, we passed by GODIVA chocolatier and saw some 'guai lou' holding chocolate ice-blended. Yenfern wanted to try.But one said too full, one said no money, another one said she don't drink chocolate, so left me. Seeing the desperate yenfern, i agreed to share with her. Tried dark chocolate decadence. It was ok-ok lar, abit too sweet.

Reached home about 5.30 and slept all the way to 10.30. Anyway, pretty productive day.

"Adoption Saves Life"

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Made a cameron trip with a few of the yf teachers and student comm to check out the campsite. With limited compound around that place, we really have to brainstrom on what activites and games we can have around there. Even playing captainball isn't safe. The ball might just fly across the low fence and finish lah like that. Someone have to run down the mini hill to find the ball. Had my first try on this 'Saboteur and Miner' game. I like this game. Cuz i always win. muahaha.

The weather was good, the food we had was good, but the traffic was terrible terrible terrible. People go to cameron to enjoy and get rid of the stress, but instead, we get more stressed, especialy the drivers. A short 500m took us 45 minutes.

Never ever go cameron during public holidays.

Tagggggged

2008-09-26T21:23:00.002+08:00

~*~Tagged by May. ~*~
1. What is the relationship of you and her?
Church pals.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her.
Friendly

Funny

Has good eyesight

Serious at times

Sorry but i have to use this word again--lame.haha.

3. The most memorable things she had done for you.

She remembered my birthday and wished me!

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?

"HI TERESA!"

5. If she become your lover, you will...

love her.

6. If she become your enemy, you will...

still love her.

7. If she become your lover, she has to improve on...

lame-ness.

8. If she become your enemy, the reason is...

she was too lame.

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?

learn how to be lame.

10. The overall impression of her is...

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

i don't want to be perasan here.

12. The character of you for yourself is?

tak tau lah.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

being a lazy bum.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

doraemon.

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.

1 wanning

2 yingyen

3 aaron

4 shienyin

5 shuqin

6 songjian

7 diana

8 jaqueline

9 czixian

10 may lah

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

no one.

Is no. 3 a male or a female?

male.confirmed.

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing
that would be so wrong.

How about no. 5 and 8?

no.5 must grow at least 20cm higher. hehe.

What is no. 1 studying about?

a-levels @ help.

someone determined to master 8 languages.o.O

Is no. 4 single?

yeap, i suppose. chiam,tell me if you're not.

Say something about no. 6
pierced his left ear.

~*~

Meh~~

2008-09-22T15:20:00.004+08:00

Went for zhi hao's farewell last night at his place.

And i found this animal at his place.

MEHHH~~~

oh my goodness. Apparently he reared 2 GOATS. Jack and Jill. (not jack and rose??) See, goats have names somemore.

Seriously this is the first time i saw anyone rearing goats.

Found out from hong ken that his mom bought these goats to eat the grass in their compund but it turn out that the goats don't actually eat grass, they only eat leaves. -.-""

Just let it be

2008-09-19T21:11:00.003+08:00

"It's okay if you don't want to, but it just reflects your attitude."

Stupid haunting words that kept echoing in my mind whenever i think back about it. Should always keep my mind occupied with something else.
Can't believe that i actually smiled at you when you said those words. Out of all facial expression, i smiled at you. Somehow, don't feel like defending myself at that point of time. You said that statement twice, twice. That 'attitude' word sounded a wee little sarcastic.bleh..Whose fault was it actually, it could be mine it could be yours, but i'll take it as mine. It doesn't really matter now too actually. I was taking it all cool and calm but it doesn't lasted long. When i stepped out, emotions started to overcome rationality. Things get messy i guess. Maybe i took things more seriously. Too sensitive maybe. I thought back thinking if only i didn't said this, if only i don't said that, if only i don't give her that look. Will it made things better? But what's done is done, just go with the flow.

And oh yea, cy i owe you an apology cuz i felt that i kinda ruined your mood today.

To just cut the story short, i just pissed off 2 teachers today. Not 1, but 2. I don't mind pissing off CPK but about LL, sigh i'll deal with it when i need too. But don't worry teachers, i promise you i'll give you a smile the next time i see you, real nice smile like the one i gave you today.

The faithful

2008-09-16T21:33:00.004+08:00

For almost 5 years,it had been loyally serving me in my highschool days and it's still serving faithfully. It had done a good job. After all these years of serving, there is still no obvious signs of wear and tear. Tough little fella. It was not originally mine, took it from my sister. But I never thougtht i'll use it til now. Quite amazing eh. Keep it up! my reebok bag. After next year, you will be free.

*Grabbed this from wn's site*

Twist

2008-09-09T17:03:00.003+08:00

Just logged into friendster. For no reason.
If you talked about a few years back, everytime i surf the internet, friendster would be among the top sites i would visit. You would ask, go there do what wor. Basically nothing. Yea, nothing but i would still visit, it's like a habit everytime i go online.

Now, it's all turning the opposite way. Friendster would be the few last choices of sites i would visit. I would only go there to check out only when i'm super bored. Whatever friend applications, messages, blablabla...i never bother to care what it is in there. I'm losing the interest in friendster. By the way, friendster is becoming history, who cares about friendster, people now using myspace, facebook, where you can send flower and ice-cream to your friends (well, that's what i heard lah). Being the odd one, i don't own facebook or myspace either and didn't find the need to open one. Maybe a few years later the account will end up in a pathetic state like my friendster account. The only advantage i find in friendster is the reminder of people's birthday. Yeap, the one and only useful advantage. Besides that, nothing much i find helpful in there. Keeping in touch with friends? *shrugs* maybeee but it doesn't really works. Out of the 112 friends i have, i probably think i only send short messages to like 1 or 2. sigh. 2 out of 112.

I guess this is the changing of mindset as people grow. Things that used to seem appealing don't really do now. Even if i notice the daily conversation with friends, i can noticed the changes in it. One of the obvious ones i noticed is politics. People who don't simply bother about politics like me even have to interest to talk about it. Okay, i admit my knowledge about it may be shallow but hearing other people speaking about it do gain the interest of mine. If it's 2 years back, politics is definitely a no-no to me.

Well, it's just a process of growing up i guess. ;)

Addicted

2008-09-06T19:22:00.002+08:00

SYMPTOMS:
-sleep uncontrollably.
-brain tends to shut down after 9pm.
-often tempted by the bed.
-sleep whenever, wherever.

TO CURE:
-forget about alarm. it NEVER works.
-jump 100 times.
-smacks self.
-hide the pillow.
-absolute self control.

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Seriously, i had been sleeping ALOT nowadays. even if i took a 1 1/2 hours of nap in the evening, i still sleep super early at night, like 10pm???what's wrong with me?? do i have multi extra sleeping hormones or what. Every night, i told myself, i'm gonna sleep not before 12, but it never happens. I just can't help feeling sleepy. I turned and looked at the bed, then start lying on it, thinking that "a few minutes of resting won't harm" but poof! the next moment i knew, it's already the next day. Maybe someone cast a sleeping spell on me.sigh, thanks to my dunno-why-tend-to-always-feel-sleepy mood, my days are not not NOT productive. What i heard once is human actually only need 4 hours of sleep a day, it's sufficient.But i calculated and i realised that i get 8 or 9 hours of sleep a day. That's double.Only babies or small kids sleep that long. I think insomnia will never happen to me.

It was a dream

2008-09-02T14:37:00.003+08:00

It was a dream.

I was there, you were there, he was there.

It was in school.

Somehow both of you just appeared.

We talked, we had fun.

I woke up.

I slept back, trying to continue the dream.

I didn't. In fact, i overslept, almost late to school.

Hope i can see both of you in my dreams tonight again.

I like this one

2008-08-30T19:31:00.001+08:00

Never envy the grass on the other side of the fence.
Weeds probably grow there, too.

It's midnight

2008-08-29T23:08:00.002+08:00

~*~Tagged by MAY~*~

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?

Well of course. i knocked my mum's car against the gate last week and now it had a bump at the right side. i actually felt bad whenever i thought about it or see it or touch it. i haven't told my mum and i hope she doesn't realises it and even she realises it, i hope she doesn't ask about it. It was a secret but it's no longer one now since i'm writing it out.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

when money will not be a problem in life.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?

my very own butt. haha which i couldn't. why? for being a sleeping addict for the whole week.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

use half a billion to employ the world best business man or whoever to help me manage and invest the other half a billion to make another billion.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

i assume the best friend mentioned here is a guy la. i would not say fall in love but more of a liking or admire type of feeling towards the best friend. i myself get confuse at times but as time goes by, u'll get to see the difference and know that it's only the best friend-to-best friend relationship.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

being loved by someone. that i love. haha.

7. If you had 5 wishes what would it be?

i. to have 36 hours in a day.

ii. to become a better Christian.

iii. to have the assurance that i'll pass my exams now and then so i don't have to scare and stress myself .

iv. i will not feel sleepy easily.

v. will not be tempted by my bed.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

what to do. 2 choices.

get over it. let the feeling fade as time pass by. be more open minded la. i definitely will not cry for 3 days 3 nights / attempt to jumped down from the 18th floor to threaten the guy.

ask for cupid's help to fall in love with another somebody. haha. well you never know. maybe the one you thought he's the right one and liked him for so long wasn't the right one but the one you never care to notice turn out to be the one. you NEVER know. life is full of surprises.

haha.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

receiving sms-es. not failing my chemistry paper which i thought i so would(managed to get a 60.okla, not very good but i'm satisfied) and also not failing my piano practical last year which i so so thought i would fail.

10. What takes you down the fastest?

the sleepiness that i forever have. once i feel sleepy, i lose concentration. my mind will keep saying:"you want to sleep you want to sleep.." and there the next moment i'll be crashed on bed, leaving alot of things i planned to do remained undone. stupid right.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?

scene: during chinese new year and some adults are giving out angpau...

relative:"teresa, when is your turn ahh..?"

me:"erherher..soon soon.." crap..

this scene pops up in my mind lo. 28years old, i can't be sure whether i'll get married or not. but more mature and will so want to strangle myself when i read back what i posted in this blog or what i wrote in my diary. lame and silly.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?

currently ar..hmmm..couldn't think of anyone specific at the moment.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

nice.

lame. at times.

someone i feel comfortable talking with.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

married but poor BUT happy. what's so great about being rich when you don't have someone who really cares for you to share your burden or joy. your bestfriend, your soulmate.

happiness comes after contentment.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

to check what is the time now. if the situation allows- drop back on bed to sleep.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

yeap. if you don't give in 100%, how do you expect the other side to give in 100% as well? and how do you even expect the relationship to work out.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

neither one. because something is definitely wrong somewhere.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

to forgive is easy, but to forget is hard.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

for now will be single. somehow anyhow but i feel that i'm not really for a relationship at now.

but prefer having a relationship. because you learn alot through a relationship & that helps to build up yourself.

20.Tagging:

wan ning(but i know you definitely won't do it so i'm putting your name for fun)

dunno who to tag la.

So basically i already break RULE#1 and RULE#2 of this tag. First, i did not replace a question i dislike with a new formulated one. Second, i failed terribly in answering question 20 where i did not tag 5 people. purely doing this tag for fun to satisfy the sudden urge to scribble.

cheers

~*~

Happy 18th

2008-08-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

Last year, it's blueberry cake. This year, it's lemon cheese cake.
Last year, it's in mid valley. This year, it's in genting.

On my 18th birthday i :
Celebrated my birthday in the middle of the air. Nola, i'm actually in a cable car.
Manage to get into one of the casinos. Filled with smokers.
Chicken out and didn't tried space shot. Went for the mini ferris wheel instead.

Thanks my friends for making my 18th birthday a memorable one.
For those who even took their time out to spend the day with me, i really appreciate it.
Having you guys around with me make it an ideal one.
And not forgetting those sms-es, birthday wisehes that i received throughout the day.
From old schoolmates to new classmates.
Some which i did not expected it, but it made my day. Never thought some of you still remember.
I'm indeed grateful to have friends like you all.

From 17 to 18. And in no time i shall be 19.

Pics

2008-08-23T16:15:00.002+08:00

~*~Some of the pictures taken on thursday ~*~

Where are we? Outside RedBox. Taking pictures just to syok sendiri.haha.

L-R : peisan,seekhee,mua,chialit,qingli

See, Chia Lit trying to act cute.

The 3 self proclaimed 'PhD's.

The almost complete picture. Chia Lit missing.

Cuz someone had to be the one taking the picture.

I'm lazy to find out how to 'turn' the picture so you people just tilt your head la.

Things i do

2008-08-22T17:27:00.000+08:00

Things I do during the holidays :
watch olympics. i watched almost any event to kill time.
sleep.
watch tv.
sleep.
online.
sleep.
piano.
sleep.
doing nothing.
sleep.
So clearly my holidays is not being very productive. haha. I'd checked and get to know that there will NOT be any holidays until the year end holidays which is a very very sad case. I'd started to treasure all these school holidays more than i used to.
Anyway, can't wait for sunday to come. Will be going to genting. Nice way to end up my holidays eh.^^

LaLaLa

2008-08-21T20:41:00.003+08:00

Went HERE today.

Red Box Karaoke @ Sunway Pyramid

Well, obviously the picture seems far more high class la.

What to say. It was fun fun fun.

I'm too tired to write out what really happened.

Just imagine a bunch of reckless people going crazy inside that room.

Singing their lungs out. Not to mention out of tune.

Ok ok i know. Very sampat i know.

But who cares lah. When one person gets high, everyone else get high.

It's contagious. haha.

Never knew singing could be so tiring.

Plus all the camwhoring here and there.

tiring. but fun. :)

dilemma

2008-08-20T22:23:00.001+08:00

I want to go both places.

I want to meet up with both groups of people.

But i know i cannot do so.

I WANT!

CANNOT!

I WANT!!

CANNOT!!

I WANT!!

CANNOT!!

dilemma~~~~

I'm glad i didn't

2008-08-20T14:31:00.000+08:00

For that minute, i felt like shouting at you. I know i shouldn't, and i'm glad i didn't.
For that minute, i felt like bombarding you for being rude. I know i shouldn't, and i'm glad i didn't.
For that minute, i felt like stop talking to you for the rest of the day. I know i shouldn't, and i'm glad i didn't.
For that minute, i felt like hopping into the car and speed all the way back. I know i shouldn't, and i'm glad i didn't.
For that minute, i thought i'm going to lose my temper. I know i shouldn't, and i'm glad i didn't.

What happen had already happened, so no big deal. :)

p.s After the 'massage' last night, now my back waist hurts. oh great.

Happy happy

2008-08-18T13:51:00.001+08:00

After one hectic week, finally i have the time to sit down and just relax abit.

I'm one happy girl now. First, exams is finally over! Although it's only for 4 days, but it's enough to mentally abuse me. So imagine what could happen to me for the next few exams. My brain storage space don't seems to be enough. And tadaa my math results is out, got a 50 out of 100. Should say i'm on the lucky side because 70% of my class failed. If only i did more exercises but math is not always my all time favourite so my math revision that i planned was always delayed delayed and delayed until i know time is running up. Gah am not anticipating to get my chemistry results. I expect it to be horrible. Then said, it's just the first exam only so everyone is just relax relax, so have to buckle up in the next exam. hehe.

Next, it's hols!! Been waiting for this day so some time. And it's here! I really need it, after streesing up for one week. Haven't really plan what to do within this precious one week. Have 2 things in my mind -- Go cut my hair and visit the dentist to 'fill up the hole'. Anyway, just ended a camp in school yesterday and was terribly exhausted. I only manage to get 3 or 4 hours of sleep. So throughout the camp i'm in a weary and tiring state. To look on the bright side, i get to spend time with a few friends in my class which i had a great time to know them better and get to see the other side of them. Gossiping at 2am is surely tiring though.hahah..

First

2008-08-14T16:04:00.007+08:00

~*~Tagg by may~*~

1.At what age do you wish to married?

before i hit 30

2.Study hard or play hard?

both. but play harder. hehe.

3.Do you believe in true friends?

yes.

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?

no. especially when i'm under pressure.

that's why i have friends to boost up my confidence.^^

5.Who is the person you trust the most?

myself. haha

6.Who is your favourite cartoon character?

sooooo cute

7. What is your ideal friend?

someone i can just crap with randomly.

someone who really understands me.

someone who can make me forget about my troubles.

someone who CLICKS with me.

8. What is the best part of your life?

to be able to enjoy life like i'm enjoying it right now.

9. Do you believe in eternity love?

yes.

10. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?

go around the world and eat up all the world class nice food that exist

and at the same time don't get obese.

11. When will you feel sad?

when i wanted something but i didn't get it..

fights.quarrels.

12. Balloons or Candy?

balloons just shrinks after a few days so i'll choose candy :)

13. Feelings you hate the most?

feeling moody.

14. What is your childhood ambition?

zookeeper? hahaha

15. Do you believe in love at first sight?

no.

yea NO.

16. What do you want now?

a good rest. after 3 tiring days of exams.

17. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?

my loved ones.

18. People who are going to be hated by you?

people who said i'm fat.

haha, nola, just joking.

i don't hate people.

i'm nice.

19. Describe the person who tagged you in five words.

(woops, five alphabets actually)

20. If you had 1 thing to wish for what would it be?

wisdom

~*~end~*~

pics

2008-08-07T22:27:00.004+08:00

one third of the L6B gang..Taken in science centre couple of weeks ago.
TOP L-R: peisan, ME, seekhee, zhaoying, zhouyee (wan ning, that's the pretty girl i told u), qingli, huiyee
BOTTOM L-R: chialit, hanyong
BEHIND: unidentified malay girls

Tell me tell me do the both of us look alike??!! That fella claims both of us look alike..maybe for the eyes lar k..bleh..oh i look so nerdy~~

Gosh

2008-08-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

August already~~~~

Exams is next next week!!

Everyday conversation in school these days would be like this
"Exams coming soon lar"
"Yealo, u start studying?"
"Not yet lar."
"You don't fight with me for the last place"
"What la, the last place is already reserved for me"

No mood to continue writing.

Bio here i come.

There goes

2008-07-25T18:26:00.003+08:00

Gave my 'first kiss' away today.

Don't worry, it's not lip-to-lip lar.

Two kisses for two people. One on the forehead, one on the biceps. One male, one female.

Two of them are my angels lar. Guess whose biceps i kissed? Haha, i kissed the male angel's biceps.With a transparent wrapper in between. My angel even asked me to hold my breath when i kiss. i guess his armpit stinks.hahahah Luckily it's the biceps, not like some of my friends who have to kiss their angel's cheek! Then the kiss on the forehead is for the other female angel. But it's the 'kiss on the biceps' that get the 'woo-ha woo-ha' from the crowd. Alright alright..enough of the kissing stuff..don't ask how i felt pls

Yeap, if you are wondering, yes there is this guardian angel thing going on between the upper 6 and the lower 6. Today this guardian angel thing finally come to an end.

To both my angels BRO-AM and ANON EMOUS, i didn't really tell u guys this but thanks for being such lovely angels and thanks alot too for your encouragement. I still remember how it felt receiving gifts and letters from u guys, it made my day :)

Today was a long day. Guess what, i have school tomorrow.crap..

Sip sip

2008-07-20T12:49:00.004+08:00

What is the thing i need in a blazing hot noon.

A big big packet of cold icy 'gat zai shun mui'.

Oh yea, that's what i need.

The chilly sour sweet taste is always so refreshing, especially the first gulp.

*gulp* ahhhhhhh....nice

Dear tomo

2008-07-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR TOMO!!!

Anyway, if you do noticed, this is the fourth time i'm wishing you happy birthday.hahahah.Just in time to wish you for the last time before this day slips away.

I wonder when's the next time i crashed over your house, stay over the night

and sapu-ing your nice nice chocolates or maybe ice-cream? hehe. joking lar..

All the best in life yea!

You're definitely one of the treasures i found in life.

ps: tomo means FRIEND in japanese, according to the birthday girl.

Day dreamer

2008-07-19T21:48:00.004+08:00

Just tried Howard's Multiple Intelligence test.

Well, let's see....

Linguistic
[Score: 25]
Mathematics
[Score: 26]
Visual/Spatial
[Score:41]
Body/Kinesthetic
[Score: 36]
Naturalistic
[Score: 32]
Music
[Score: 36]
Interpersonal
[Score: 30]
Intrapersonal
[Score: 26]

Linguistic Learner
likes to: read, write and tell stories.
is good at: memorizing names, places, dates and trivia.
learns best by: saying, hearing and seeing words.
[i don't tell stories, i listen OTHER PEOPLE telling stories.]

Logical/Mathematical Learner
likes to: do experiments, figure things out, work with numbers, ask questions and explore patterns and relationships.
is good at: math, reasoning, logic and problem solving.
learns best by: categorizing, classifying and working with abstract patterns/relationships.
[nah, i won't ask why, why, WHY. math, forget it.]

Spatial Learner
likes to: draw, build, design and create things, daydream, look at pictures/slides, watch movies and play with machines.
is good at: imagining things, sensing changes, mazes/puzzles and reading maps, charts.
learns best by: visualizing, dreaming, using the mind's eye and working with colors/pictures.
[day dream!! so true!! no wonder i get the highest for this]

Musical Learner
likes to: sing, hum tunes, listen to music, play an instrument and respond to music.
is good at: picking up sounds, remembering melodies, noticing pitches/rhythms and keeping time.
learns best by: rhythm, melody and music.
[yes, i listen to music.yes, i play AN instrument. but i suck when it comes to noticing pitches and melodies.]

Bodily/Kinesthetic Learner
likes to: move around, touch and talk and use body language.
is good at: physical activities (sports/dance/acting) and crafts.
learns best by: touching, moving, interacting with space and processing knowledge through bodily sensations.
[touching? sounds so wrong. anyway, yea,i love to move around. Am abit bit hyper person. Never ask me to sit still.]

Naturalistic Learner
likes to: be outside, with animals, geography, and weather; interacting with the surroundings .
is good at: categorizing, organizing a living area, planning a trip, preservation, and conservation.
learns best by: studying natural phenomenon, in a natural setting, learning about how things work.
[I'm a zookeeper, of course i love animals. roar]

Interpersonal Learner
likes to: have lots of friends, talk to people and join groups.
is good at: understanding people, leading others, organizing, communicating, manipulating and mediating conflicts.
learns best by: sharing, comparing, relating, cooperating and interviewing.
[partly true..mediating conflicts? haha maybe. I'm neither acid nor alkali, so i'm always neutral.]

Intrapersonal Learner
likes to: work alone and pursue own interests.
is good at: understanding self, focusing inward on feelings/dreams, following instincts, pursuing interests/goals and being original.
learns best by: working alone, individualized projects, self-paced instruction and having own space.
[I do enjoy being alone at times, so i don't understand why i score so low for this.]

Not much comments la.

Day dreamer, continue dreaming.

Rewind

2008-07-11T23:03:00.003+08:00

Although it's already been 6 months, but all the memories seem so fresh.

I miss the van.
I miss going to tesco, giant, the store and big seed to do grocery shopping.
I miss going out to eat with you guys during weekends.
I miss playing chor-dai-dee with you people.
I miss playing bridge.
I miss watching you-tube. from 'they're taking the hobbits to isengard' clip to 'no pork' clip to the stupid 'girly man' clip to the hilarious 'benny lava' clip.
I miss the times we imitate borat.
I miss when we go to prayer meeting together. where you all feared the UMBRELLA MAN the most.
I miss spring cleaning during fridays. not forgetting making tsunami at the lecture hall is what the so called fun part.
I miss the night where we sneaked out, not bothering about the curfew and just laze on the grass.

I still remember the night we burnt the cicada using ridsect.
I still remember the night we talked about 'hamburgers'. cough cough. you won't want to know what it really means.

If I were to list all the memorable stuffs, it would be alot lot lot.

I surely miss you jokers.

I miss taiping.

When pancake reminds me of dorayaki

2008-07-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

Was having muet lessons when suddenly

*vibrate vibrate*

gah..message arr...

I took a peek and saw this

"Haha eh later want go mv? so sudden hor, i know..."

Har..going mid valley after school? At first i feel quite reluctant to go and thought of rejecting me mate..Then, i thought...Why not?? Meeting up with friends is also part of socialising right? after all it's FRIDAY, should relax relax abit. hahahah..*evil grin*

After school i was thinking of go to the library since me mate won't be reaching so soon. So i went, put my bag, took out the stuffs i need, ready to go in when the librarian stopped me. At first i was like 'huh? why don't let me in?' Then only they said 'sorry students are not allowed to enter at this time, you can only come in at 1.30'..

seriously i don't know about this rule lo..you can't blame me, the last time i enter the library is during form 1 or form 2. Aiyo, so embarrassed.Quickly packed my stuff and left. Have no idea where to go to kill time. Ended up sitting at the canteen doing homework.Aiyer, teresa do homework worr..Do do do then

*vibrate vibrate*

Got me mate's call and time to head to mid valley. I reached and coincidently meet wan ning (yeala, that's my mate that ajak-ed me out halfway during lesson, so random- the perfect word to describe her..haha.now only reveal her identity) at the toilet.

Went to sushi zanmai to look for huiqi and aiqun. After they got their break, we head to PADDINGTON HOUSE OF PANCAKE.First timer there, had a real hard time choosing what to eat, everything seems so tempting! Finally i decided on blueberry pancake (i forgot the name ..xp) it comes together with scrambled eggs, beef bacon and maple syrup. I wonder why pancake together with bacon. The food was not bad, but the portion not very big.i eat alot wan marr......so for me the portion not big lo....

Spent time there crapping, laughing at each other, discussing why must the main course's price be higher than the dessert's price then only we get 50% discount. Eat eat eat talk talk talk..then huiqi and aiqun's break is up so we send them back to sushi zanmai(nola, we didn't eat there..expensive lerr..next time la next time la) Then me and miss random a.k.a wan ning went to catch the bus and head home.

aiyo, tired man.

yawn

SELF control

2008-07-03T15:27:00.000+08:00

It's JULY ......

Cannot afford to slack anymore.

groans.

It's time to reschedule my days.

Dear Teresa,

Please cut down your time on tv.
No wasting time on-lining doing stuffs which just don't bring any good.
At least study ABIT during weekdays.
Stop telling yourself you're gonna study during saturdays and sundays cuz you know yourself
that your weekends are much busier than your weekdays.
Stop hallucinating.
Please don't crash on the bed when it's only 10pm when that's the time you plan to study,
telling yourself you're going to take a small
'rest', so called rest, end up sleeping until the next day. And don't forget you already had your
1hour nap. 4-5 hours of sleep is sufficient, according to i-forgot-who. but i like to sleep..how..sigh
Forget about setting alarm at 4am to study, it ALWAYS doesn't work.

I need SELF CONTROL...!!

self control self control self control self control.........

Taking off the rear-view mirror

2008-07-01T16:53:00.001+08:00

When it comes to performing to a certain people, you cannot afford to look back, you cannot afford to have second thoughts, you cannot afford to think back for that spilt second what you just did a second before. You can only focus on what you're about to perform right next. What that is done, that's it, no more second try, no matter how much you screwed up, you just have to move on. Even though you wanted so badly to re-do it because you knew you could do so much better, you want to prove to others that you can do better. But nah, no second try, so you have to give whatever's that in you so that there's minimal regrets. Or if better, no regrets.

Just a thought.

Fall

2008-06-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

It had been quite a long time since i experience this kind of pain.

Blow on the bone.

excruciating 10 seconds.

Fragile...not

2008-06-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

me:"what did she think about me?"
xxx:"she said you're fragile"

The conversation happened few months ago.

Fragile.So that's what people think i am.Maybe yes few months ago, but now, i think i'm getting better.

There is always this part of me that always gets upset easily when things doesn't go my way.Just like what happened today, i can't deny that i didn't feel anything at all. It's just dissapointing, and i will start asking 'why', and still i have to act though it's okay it's alright for me infront of other people. I know its a teeny weeny matter but don't know somehow the feeling just filled in. That sucks.

But now i learn to take it positively. I don't get it means there's other better opportunity for me. I know there are better plans prepared for me, and which suits me even better. And i'm quite surprise how fast i get over that matter which upsets me. A good sign.

Everytime i stumble, i know it's just a challenge for me, so that i become a stronger, a better and a more confident person. I learn not to ask 'why, why, why ' but accept it with a grateful heart. What i faced now and before is just a small small part, lots more yet to come. Am still in the process in building up myself. Slowly slowly bit by bit. :D

I was cracked and flawed; yet You loved me, believed in me, and took time to reshape me in Your image.When i'm tempted to feel inferior or fear that i'll be shelved for poor performance, i think about the patient work You've done to make me who i am today.
(Daily in Your Image)

What a scene

2008-06-24T20:17:00.000+08:00

Drive to ikano today by MYSELF :) haha..yea,big deal for me..although this is not the first time i drove by myself but still i'm very proud of it..

Went to popular to look for some reference book (time to do something about my studies..)
When i was at the stationary department, suddenly i heard a man shouting.
I turn around, and i saw this man hooked his arm around this guy (yea, you know, like those wrestlers).At first i thougth both of them are friends, trying to fool around, or maybe this is how they say 'hi' to each other. But then i realised what i had in mind was totally wrong.

The man shouted at the guy "What are you doing?!!" erm, they spoke in cantonese la, so i translate a bit here..With his arm still around the guy's neck, the man continue to yell at the guy and trying to take something from the guy's hand. Then the guy apologised "Sorry sorry...." but the man don't seem to care and threatened to report to the police.

From the above description, i believe you would think it must be that guy stealing and got caught by the man.That's what i thought so too.But it doesn't end there.The man continue yelling "You know who is she? She's my wife!! I'll sent you to the police!!" Then then then only i know what happened..

It turn out that the guy was capturing what's under the man's wife's skirt with a camera and got caught by the man..okay, i know my sentence sounds weird but i hope you get what i mean..

Pervert!!!

I didn't know how all these end, staying at the scene there is really awkward so i just walked off after i get all my stuff. The funny thing is the pervert is wearing a popular staff shirt..maybe he's trying to disguise himself as one of the staff there...

Something interesting for the day.

Side track abit, i tried mc'd banana toffee sundae today.slurps~ haha

Tea or coffee

2008-06-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

I guess I'm not a coffee person after all.

I don't really adore them.

That day I drank coffee during breakfast, because my house run out of milo. The first gulp was okay, but then the next time few gulps makes me feel dizzy. That feeling is terrible. I somemore force myself to drink finish the whole cup. ughh..Cuz dad made that cup of coffee for me, and I don't want to pour it away...xp

Well, I think I can only accept coffee which are :
cold
milky-ish
please no black coffee
not so bitter

Argh, just give me milo lah...or tea ..Tea is alright for me :)

Can you spot it?

2008-06-20T15:50:00.000+08:00

Okay..before you people start reading any further, please grab a one ringgit note first..

Got your one-ringgit??

Ok, now flip behind where you can see the wau and all..

Now...can you spot an OLD LADY WHO IS CYCLING??

Look carefully..I'll tell you the answer eventually but please don't scroll down first...

Can't find?? Try again...quick!

There over the mountain there...can't see??? It's quite small so you must look carefully...
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Alright...Still can't find the old lady?? I'll tell you why..

Because.......................

You took too long to search for it, the old lady already cycled away...!

Haha.....cuz i have nothing to post so i posted this super lame thing..

hahahahhahaahahaha

Chocs!

2008-06-18T19:37:00.000+08:00

See Khee gave me some chocolates which her dad brought back from Qatar...

yay!!thank you ~~ Very long time din eat chocolate ...

Went for crime prevention club interview today..Don't get it? For people from chs, Maybe kelab pencegahan jenayah sounds more familiar to you.Just that it sounds cooler in english..xp It was ok lar, they are nice people kay.They won't grill people like what we did to the form 4's when we interviewed them last last year..[horrr...wan ning..;)]
Hopefully I get to hold a post in there lah, if not I need to hunt another club~~~

Playing around with 10 fingers

2008-06-17T15:40:00.000+08:00

I got my piano grade certificate on saturday.
Congrats to me! Free from piano classes forever.

Thinking back, I had been learning piano for around 8 years.
Through these years, i had 3 piano teachers.

The first teacher where I started of with my piano basics is with --Mrs.Lee
Most of my piano days were taught by her.
She's not a very strict teacher so that is why my foundation is not good.
I'm not going to comment much on her since I think most of it will be not-so-positive comments.;)
Then for certain reasons which I forgot I stopped having lessons with this teacher.

Yea, so then after this teacher, I have piano classes with Adrene.
She's a good teacher I must say. Due to transport problem, I had my lessons at her place. Sometimes she have to rush back from another student's place to teach me because she mostly teach at the student's place.I'm the special case.Everytime after lessons and while i'm waiting for my mum, Adrene's mum will always belanja me stuff to eat.teehee..can get to have nice nice stuff after lessons. I thought I'll be taught by Adrene after that but who knows....one day she told me she can't teach me anymore because she'll be serving in some kind of ministry..I was quite dissapointed, cannot be taught by her anymore.Anyway, she just got married in march, very happy for her.

Adrene introduced this teacher to me--Dorothy.
She's also a dedicated teacher.Yea I know my piano skills sucks la but still she teaches me patiently.Always encouraging me and all. After grade 5 i NEVER took any exams until grade 8, a very huge leap.Within a year, she helped me to brush up all my practical and theory skills.And thanks to her I managed to pass both the grade 8 practical and theory.

So as a grade 8 graduate, I can say I cannot play all those Haydn, Chopin pieces..all those terror terror pieces..Many many people out there are more musically talented than me..Nevertheless, I'll treasure this small small talent of mine..

t.i.r.e.d

2008-06-15T12:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday pui pui had her first one to one maths lesson with che che teresa. ;)

It was not that bad.At first i'm still quite worry that i'll have some trouble with her.
She forgot to bring her books I told her to bring.

When I went to fetch her, i remember asking her "pui pui, did you bring all your books?" she nod her head "Yes..." But then when I went into the classroom "pui pui can you let me see all your books?"..Then she start giving me this grin "I forgot....to bring...."

................

lesson 1--don't trust what kids said.next time i need to open up her bag and check for myself before leaving her place.need to double check, triple check!!

She told me about stuffs that happened in her school, her friends..it's nice talking with kids la.Can just crap about anything like "what did you ate during lunch" "where did you get this thing" All those simple simple things in life..simple conversation..She reminds me of Emilyn..

Later after tuition went straight for yf til 6.30 pm.marathon man...arrived home at 8pm...so exhausted.Whole afternoon spent in church.My saturdays are not so free anymore.So anyone who wants to ajak me out during saturdays, sorry la...^^

Sayonara!

2008-06-11T16:01:00.000+08:00

1.30pm, thai airways.transit in bangkok (sawadeekap!) and arrive in LA around 9.30pm local time.there she goes, after all the counting down, 1month...2weeks..1week..5days..2days..this day has finally come.The 'she' is my sister.Considering this is her first time flying off the region of asia, i'm pretty excited for her.She will be going there for 5 whole months.So the next time I see her will be in november....

nobody to accompany me to walk to petronas for wall's ice cream for 5 months.
nobody to accompany me to go to seksyen 4 for ramli burger for 5 months.
nobody to accompany me to go pasar malam for 5 months.
nobody to make watery milo for me for 5 months.nobody will nagg me to study for 5 months.
the room beside will be empty for 5 months.
i don't have to hide the junk i bought for 5 months.
i don't have to report what i ate when i went to 1u or during recess for 5 months.

5 months won't be that long lahh!hehe..;)
in a glimpse of an eye, she'll be back.

I did not went to the airport to see her off
because....
teresa wants to be a good good girl so that she won't miss 1 period of maths, 3 periods of bio, 2 periods of pengajian am and 2 periods of chemistry.But the teacher didn't come in during pengajian am period.Me and see khee were talking and talking and laughing.Then you siang came asking a bio question and he ended up crapping with us both.We talked the loudest.We laughed the loudest.

4 hours in dreamland

2008-06-08T18:50:00.000+08:00

i can't remember what time i fell asleep.
all i can recall is me pulling the curtains, offing the lights, taking off my specs, sniffing my blankie

zzzZZZZzzzz

i woke up and i turn to look at my clock.
5.05 pm.
so late! i calculated back and i had an almost 4 hours nap.
break record.
maybe i'm tired (?) maybe it's due to the ideal weather..to cuddle inside the blanket when it's raining outside..i like..

but

so terrible, could have used those time for better purpose.
such as spending time to solve the long left aside maths questionS.
i thought i could at least finish some of the questions during the holidays but 2 weeks gone but the questions are remain untouched.

guilthy for few seconds

oh well, who cares.i like sleeping.

71

2008-06-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

i pass my theory grade 8 exam.it's just a pass, 71marks.
it's not a really good result to show off about it but i'm thankful for it.

seriously.

it's a last minute catch up.considering i barely attended any classes in december and january, and i only did a few rounds of trial papers before exam which is in early march and the outcome isn't really good.silly mistakes all around and yeap i always fail my trial papers.

time is really a factor but my teacher have been kind enough to spend time with me discussing about questions and doing corrections and all and there's abit of progression.but i still doubt whether can i pass this exam and all i can do is pray.

and yes, God answer prayer.thank you so much.i tell people it's luck but i know it's actually God's blessing.