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Sunday, June 29, 2008


It had been quite a long time since i experience this kind of pain.

Blow on the bone.

excruciating 10 seconds.


9:33:00 PM




Friday, June 27, 2008


me:"what did she think about me?"
xxx:"she said you're fragile"

The conversation happened few months ago.

Fragile.So that's what people think i am.Maybe yes few months ago, but now, i think i'm getting better.

There is always this part of me that always gets upset easily when things doesn't go my way.Just like what happened today, i can't deny that i didn't feel anything at all. It's just dissapointing, and i will start asking 'why', and still i have to act though it's okay it's alright for me infront of other people. I know its a teeny weeny matter but don't know somehow the feeling just filled in. That sucks.

But now i learn to take it positively. I don't get it means there's other better opportunity for me. I know there are better plans prepared for me, and which suits me even better. And i'm quite surprise how fast i get over that matter which upsets me. A good sign.

Everytime i stumble, i know it's just a challenge for me, so that i become a stronger, a better and a more confident person. I learn not to ask 'why, why, why ' but accept it with a grateful heart. What i faced now and before is just a small small part, lots more yet to come. Am still in the process in building up myself. Slowly slowly bit by bit. :D

I was cracked and flawed; yet You loved me, believed in me, and took time to reshape me in Your image.When i'm tempted to feel inferior or fear that i'll be shelved for poor performance, i think about the patient work You've done to make me who i am today.
(Daily in Your Image)


11:36:00 PM




Tuesday, June 24, 2008


Drive to ikano today by MYSELF :) haha..yea,big deal for me..although this is not the first time i drove by myself but still i'm very proud of it..

Went to popular to look for some reference book (time to do something about my studies..)
When i was at the stationary department, suddenly i heard a man shouting.
I turn around, and i saw this man hooked his arm around this guy (yea, you know, like those wrestlers).At first i thougth both of them are friends, trying to fool around, or maybe this is how they say 'hi' to each other. But then i realised what i had in mind was totally wrong.

The man shouted at the guy "What are you doing?!!" erm, they spoke in cantonese la, so i translate a bit here..With his arm still around the guy's neck, the man continue to yell at the guy and trying to take something from the guy's hand. Then the guy apologised "Sorry sorry...." but the man don't seem to care and threatened to report to the police.

From the above description, i believe you would think it must be that guy stealing and got caught by the man.That's what i thought so too.But it doesn't end there.The man continue yelling "You know who is she? She's my wife!! I'll sent you to the police!!" Then then then only i know what happened..

It turn out that the guy was capturing what's under the man's wife's skirt with a camera and got caught by the man..okay, i know my sentence sounds weird but i hope you get what i mean..

Pervert!!!

I didn't know how all these end, staying at the scene there is really awkward so i just walked off after i get all my stuff. The funny thing is the pervert is wearing a popular staff shirt..maybe he's trying to disguise himself as one of the staff there...

Something interesting for the day.


Side track abit, i tried mc'd banana toffee sundae today.slurps~ haha


8:17:00 PM




Monday, June 23, 2008


I guess I'm not a coffee person after all.

I don't really adore them.

That day I drank coffee during breakfast, because my house run out of milo. The first gulp was okay, but then the next time few gulps makes me feel dizzy. That feeling is terrible. I somemore force myself to drink finish the whole cup. ughh..Cuz dad made that cup of coffee for me, and I don't want to pour it away...xp

Well, I think I can only accept coffee which are :
cold
milky-ish
please no black coffee
not so bitter

Argh, just give me milo lah...or tea ..Tea is alright for me :)


8:24:00 PM




Friday, June 20, 2008


Okay..before you people start reading any further, please grab a one ringgit note first..

Got your one-ringgit??

Ok, now flip behind where you can see the wau and all..

Now...can you spot an OLD LADY WHO IS CYCLING??


Look carefully..I'll tell you the answer eventually but please don't scroll down first...


Can't find?? Try again...quick!






There over the mountain there...can't see??? It's quite small so you must look carefully...
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Alright...Still can't find the old lady?? I'll tell you why..


Because.......................




You took too long to search for it, the old lady already cycled away...!

Haha.....cuz i have nothing to post so i posted this super lame thing..

hahahahhahaahahaha


3:50:00 PM




Wednesday, June 18, 2008


See Khee gave me some chocolates which her dad brought back from Qatar...

yay!!thank you ~~ Very long time din eat chocolate ...

Went for crime prevention club interview today..Don't get it? For people from chs, Maybe kelab pencegahan jenayah sounds more familiar to you.Just that it sounds cooler in english..xp It was ok lar, they are nice people kay.They won't grill people like what we did to the form 4's when we interviewed them last last year..[horrr...wan ning..;)]
Hopefully I get to hold a post in there lah, if not I need to hunt another club~~~


7:37:00 PM




Tuesday, June 17, 2008


I got my piano grade certificate on saturday.
Congrats to me! Free from piano classes forever.

Thinking back, I had been learning piano for around 8 years.
Through these years, i had 3 piano teachers.

The first teacher where I started of with my piano basics is with --Mrs.Lee
Most of my piano days were taught by her.
She's not a very strict teacher so that is why my foundation is not good.
I'm not going to comment much on her since I think most of it will be not-so-positive comments.;)
Then for certain reasons which I forgot I stopped having lessons with this teacher.

Yea, so then after this teacher, I have piano classes with Adrene.
She's a good teacher I must say. Due to transport problem, I had my lessons at her place. Sometimes she have to rush back from another student's place to teach me because she mostly teach at the student's place.I'm the special case.Everytime after lessons and while i'm waiting for my mum, Adrene's mum will always belanja me stuff to eat.teehee..can get to have nice nice stuff after lessons. I thought I'll be taught by Adrene after that but who knows....one day she told me she can't teach me anymore because she'll be serving in some kind of ministry..I was quite dissapointed, cannot be taught by her anymore.Anyway, she just got married in march, very happy for her.

Adrene introduced this teacher to me--Dorothy.
She's also a dedicated teacher.Yea I know my piano skills sucks la but still she teaches me patiently.Always encouraging me and all. After grade 5 i NEVER took any exams until grade 8, a very huge leap.Within a year, she helped me to brush up all my practical and theory skills.And thanks to her I managed to pass both the grade 8 practical and theory.

So as a grade 8 graduate, I can say I cannot play all those Haydn, Chopin pieces..all those terror terror pieces..Many many people out there are more musically talented than me..Nevertheless, I'll treasure this small small talent of mine..


3:40:00 PM




Sunday, June 15, 2008


yesterday pui pui had her first one to one maths lesson with che che teresa. ;)

It was not that bad.At first i'm still quite worry that i'll have some trouble with her.
She forgot to bring her books I told her to bring.

When I went to fetch her, i remember asking her "pui pui, did you bring all your books?" she nod her head "Yes..." But then when I went into the classroom "pui pui can you let me see all your books?"..Then she start giving me this grin "I forgot....to bring...."

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lesson 1--don't trust what kids said.next time i need to open up her bag and check for myself before leaving her place.need to double check, triple check!!

She told me about stuffs that happened in her school, her friends..it's nice talking with kids la.Can just crap about anything like "what did you ate during lunch" "where did you get this thing" All those simple simple things in life..simple conversation..She reminds me of Emilyn..

Later after tuition went straight for yf til 6.30 pm.marathon man...arrived home at 8pm...so exhausted.Whole afternoon spent in church.My saturdays are not so free anymore.So anyone who wants to ajak me out during saturdays, sorry la...^^


12:22:00 PM




Wednesday, June 11, 2008


1.30pm, thai airways.transit in bangkok (sawadeekap!) and arrive in LA around 9.30pm local time.there she goes, after all the counting down, 1month...2weeks..1week..5days..2days..this day has finally come.The 'she' is my sister.Considering this is her first time flying off the region of asia, i'm pretty excited for her.She will be going there for 5 whole months.So the next time I see her will be in november....

nobody to accompany me to walk to petronas for wall's ice cream for 5 months.
nobody to accompany me to go to seksyen 4 for ramli burger for 5 months.
nobody to accompany me to go pasar malam for 5 months.
nobody to make watery milo for me for 5 months.nobody will nagg me to study for 5 months.
the room beside will be empty for 5 months.
i don't have to hide the junk i bought for 5 months.
i don't have to report what i ate when i went to 1u or during recess for 5 months.

5 months won't be that long lahh!hehe..;)
in a glimpse of an eye, she'll be back.

I did not went to the airport to see her off
because....
teresa wants to be a good good girl so that she won't miss 1 period of maths, 3 periods of bio, 2 periods of pengajian am and 2 periods of chemistry.But the teacher didn't come in during pengajian am period.Me and see khee were talking and talking and laughing.Then you siang came asking a bio question and he ended up crapping with us both.We talked the loudest.We laughed the loudest.


4:01:00 PM




Sunday, June 8, 2008


i can't remember what time i fell asleep.
all i can recall is me pulling the curtains, offing the lights, taking off my specs, sniffing my blankie

zzzZZZZzzzz

i woke up and i turn to look at my clock.
5.05 pm.
so late! i calculated back and i had an almost 4 hours nap.
break record.
maybe i'm tired (?) maybe it's due to the ideal weather..to cuddle inside the blanket when it's raining outside..i like..

but

so terrible, could have used those time for better purpose.
such as spending time to solve the long left aside maths questionS.
i thought i could at least finish some of the questions during the holidays but 2 weeks gone but the questions are remain untouched.

guilthy for few seconds

oh well, who cares.i like sleeping.


6:50:00 PM




Friday, June 6, 2008


i pass my theory grade 8 exam.it's just a pass, 71marks.
it's not a really good result to show off about it but i'm thankful for it.

seriously.

it's a last minute catch up.considering i barely attended any classes in december and january, and i only did a few rounds of trial papers before exam which is in early march and the outcome isn't really good.silly mistakes all around and yeap i always fail my trial papers.

time is really a factor but my teacher have been kind enough to spend time with me discussing about questions and doing corrections and all and there's abit of progression.but i still doubt whether can i pass this exam and all i can do is pray.

and yes, God answer prayer.thank you so much.i tell people it's luck but i know it's actually God's blessing.


9:39:00 PM