me:"what did she think about me?" xxx:"she said you're fragile"
The conversation happened few months ago.
Fragile.So that's what people think i am.Maybe yes few months ago, but now, i think i'm getting better.
There is always this part of me that always gets upset easily when things doesn't go my way.Just like what happened today, i can't deny that i didn't feel anything at all. It's just dissapointing, and i will start asking 'why', and still i have to act though it's okay it's alright for me infront of other people. I know its a teeny weeny matter but don't know somehow the feeling just filled in. That sucks.
But now i learn to take it positively. I don't get it means there's other better opportunity for me. I know there are better plans prepared for me, and which suits me even better. And i'm quite surprise how fast i get over that matter which upsets me. A good sign.
Everytime i stumble, i know it's just a challenge for me, so that i become a stronger, a better and a more confident person. I learn not to ask 'why, why, why ' but accept it with a grateful heart. What i faced now and before is just a small small part, lots more yet to come. Am still in the process in building up myself. Slowly slowly bit by bit. :D
I was cracked and flawed; yet You loved me, believed in me, and took time to reshape me in Your image.When i'm tempted to feel inferior or fear that i'll be shelved for poor performance, i think about the patient work You've done to make me who i am today. (Daily in Your Image)
