"It's okay if you don't want to, but it just reflects your attitude."

Stupid haunting words that kept echoing in my mind whenever i think back about it. Should always keep my mind occupied with something else.
Can't believe that i actually smiled at you when you said those words. Out of all facial expression, i smiled at you. Somehow, don't feel like defending myself at that point of time. You said that statement twice, twice. That 'attitude' word sounded a wee little sarcastic.bleh..Whose fault was it actually, it could be mine it could be yours, but i'll take it as mine. It doesn't really matter now too actually. I was taking it all cool and calm but it doesn't lasted long. When i stepped out, emotions started to overcome rationality. Things get messy i guess. Maybe i took things more seriously. Too sensitive maybe. I thought back thinking if only i didn't said this, if only i don't said that, if only i don't give her that look. Will it made things better? But what's done is done, just go with the flow.

And oh yea, cy i owe you an apology cuz i felt that i kinda ruined your mood today.

To just cut the story short, i just pissed off 2 teachers today. Not 1, but 2. I don't mind pissing off CPK but about LL, sigh i'll deal with it when i need too. But don't worry teachers, i promise you i'll give you a smile the next time i see you, real nice smile like the one i gave you today.