Been thinking quite alot these days.

I may be halfway through my homework and suddenly i would questioned myself.
"Why am i doing this? Did i made the right decision?"

Sometimes i like it but sometimes i doubt it. Sometimes i just feel like throwing away chemistry, biology or math and just..and just..well, i don't know.

I fairly remember the time when i decided to go for form6. After the decision was made, it's such a great relief. The feeling i can't really describe. The strong feeling that's telling me this is it, this will be the right decision. Decision made, internal struggle gone. But this didn't stay long, now the struggle is back. Not a strong one but it still pinches me here and then. Is this really for me? or i'm choosing it just for the sake of choosing.

Choosing form6 is my own decision, i have my own reasons for choosing it and i know i shouldn't regret it. I'm almost halfway thorugh it and i'll just hang on to it.