You know, i actually missed the times i write my diary. Ever since i started this blog thing, my blue diary has been abandoned under the piles of book. When i opened it recently, i only realised i only wrote diary once in october, once in november and maybe once or twice in december. When i flipped back and read through, it always brings back memories. Outings, celebrations, vacations, or even a plain boring day. All 2 years of memories all contained inside. The pages are running out and it's time to start a new one. I just felt that perhaps i should spend more time writing and jotting down stuffs that happened in life. Feelings or emotions. Unlike in bloggging, sometimes i would stare at the screen for minutes, writing and deleting, looking through and wonder..and end up deleting what i've wrote.

I just think that i want to spend more time on my diary, pick up that habit again. A place where i just need a pen and i can just scribble, write nonscene, a place to let out frustration. Yea so, i most probably won't blog that often that i used to. Maybe once a month, once a year. Haha, i don't know, but i'll still check on this blog once in awhile so of course you can still drop a message here. Haha what a lousy blogger i am.

Anyway, blessed christmas :D